august 10

“It is in the time between moments that we live…”

Facebook reminded me of you today. I remember walking with you looking for candy in preparation for you going to Burning Man.

I remember how you look, how I felt. It is etched into my memories. I hear your laugh echo in my mind.

This was two years ago. I miss you.

I have changed so much since we met. Since you showed me a space I never knew existed. Showed me a way of being which I am still learning, feeling, watching unfold.

It hasn’t been easy. There are many times I wish to reach out to you for guidance. To hear your voice, to feel your energy. But I understand that I have to learn on my own too. So I have. So much I want to share with you. So many experiences I wish you could have been there with me.

As I write I feel my heart glow. This is good. I care for you deeply. I wonder what you are up to, what new adventures and experiences are unfolding for you. And when things turn sideways I know you will find the strength and courage to walk into it and not run.

Thoughts of you have danced in my mind for the last few weeks. Not sure why, but I’m not one to complain about that.

So wherever you are, I’m thinking of you.

Always.

#chasingbutterflies