deathgrip

Holding anger, frustration and resentment at a situation that is totally out of your control just poisons your soul.

And that is what I am processing right now.

Spent hours on the phone, speaking to CSRs and not getting "what I want", because I want to keep things as they are.

keep things as they are...

That's the key statement.

The more I continue to focus on this, my ego starts turning Hulk green and wants to go on a rampage... but what does that resolve?

Then I realize my mistake.

Holding onto the past and not letting go.
Why am I trying so hard to keep things as they are?
Versus embracing change.

As I relax my deathgrip... I let go of another chain that binds me.

#chasingbutterflies