replanting

I am still processing the gratitude hangover that I get after every show, but this time it is a bit different, this time I also know that a chapter of my life has ended and a new one about to begin.

Having awareness now does come with the odd perk I guess.

I reflect back to where I was only two years ago.

When I had the daydream of stepping onto a stage to tell a story, then taking action to make it real... now two years later I need to find a new venue to host the VoiceStory Live show.

you are growing...

Yes.

I planted a seed in this world two years ago, it has now taken root and sprouted.
Broken through the darkness and into the light.
Growing in ways that I can't imagine.

Now this seedling has outgrown its first pot and now needs to be replanted into a bigger pot.
So it has the space to continue to grow, to expand... to unfold.

I'm not going to lie.
I will miss XY as it was the venue I saw in my vision.
A magical space.

My vision has not shown me the next venue yet.
But I know it is coming.
Finding its way to me.

I just now floated off to another daydream, replaying what happened in the last 48 hours. My thoughts, my words, my emotions.

your emotions...

My feelings.

My friend said to me "You have to set a very clear end goal. Where do you want to be?"

Where do I want to be?

I think back to the gala I attended a couple of weeks ago in Toronto.
I think back to when I saw the presentation of the Inclusion award.
I think back to how I felt when I saw that person make their way onto the stage.

where do you want to be...

I want to be on that stage.

And to get there I will need a much bigger pot.

#chasingbutterflies