see truth

I had an impromptu session with my friend Nadeem, and he did for me what I do for others.

he guided me to a space
so I could see something I’ve been avoiding for a long time
so I could see truth

see truth…

I finally took a pen to paper
and wrote the following

“you destroyed your own potential. no one else.”

I felt something collapse within me
as I could no longer avoid it
I could no longer run.

I am the creator of all my successes!
I am the destroyer of all of them too.
no one else.

this was the truth I wanted to hide from the world
because I saw it as failure
this is my mistake.

my mistake…

everything I am is because I fucked up so many times.

I created all of my success.
I destroyed all of my success.
I created again.

I never quit.

never quit…

No.

I feel the fire burn again within me.

#chasingbutterflies